bbc2688c4e99f333542922eafb1c3812854637023.jpg

Butterfly Fly

I should have left your name in the pages of my diary because then I would still be sane. I am not saying you drive me crazy but I am sure I  knock a few nuts loose in your system. I am not easy to love that is what my mind tells my heart. I don’t know maybe you could change that but I am scared. Scared that I might be the only one swimming upstream.

beverage blank coffee composition
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com

I replayed the feel of your lips on mine and blushed redder than a berry ripe for picking.  All this feels foreign like fish on land. I don’t know how to act, I forget how to breathe in a way that I am gasping for air every single time. I need a doctor, my heart is beating harder than it ever did. I am sweating gallons in here.

background conceptual contemporary creativity
Photo by Public Domain Pictures on Pexels.com

I wish I had the honesty of a five year old maybe then I’d freely share my mind with you. How do I explain all this without feeling like a fool? I never understood how this would come by. Forgive my blutter, there’s a lot of clutter in my head and nonsense on my lips. Shut me up please in the way only you can.

silhouette photo of man and woman kissing
Photo by Hoang Loc on Pexels.com

You take me around  the world whenever you speak. Tell me if I am good enough, look at me seeking validation again, pitiable I know. Could you indulge me on level ground please? Eye to eye with gazes that don’t falter. Our lips could even meet as the anger, desire and all animal instinct simmer at our tips.

adult beard beverage blur

You could tell me why you hate what I say. You could show me what I need.  You could be the strength I need. I don’t want to push you away. It’s my head, my thoughts are screaming bloody murder. My heart wants you.

heart shape white and black i love you printed decorative board
Photo by Artem Beliaikin @belart84 on Pexels.com

Butterfly fly before you drown in the darkness of the garden. Stay where the sun shines upon the flowers and the air smells like a dash of heaven on earth. Maybe you could choose to stay and light this world of mine up because that would cure it all.  If you leave my life would fall apart.

nature orange butterfly silver bordered fritillary
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com

 

 

Share this post

63 Responses

  1. Truly you are ” twisted empress ” your heart says yes but your mind and mouth pretend to say no ,intresting

  2. Seeking uncertain love is like groping in the dark in search of a ‘probably’ faulty spotlight. Yet if we believe in ourselves we need not be afraid of rejection and failed attempts. Believe in yourself, beautiful persona!

  3. How do I say this, the thought of how a perfect fit the world would feel if this was my life elates me but the reality of what I got makes my whole persona cave and hide in me afraid of the truth…

  4. Oh my goodness! an excellent write-up dude. Thanks a ton Even so We’re experiencing problem with ur rss . Do not know why Cannot sign up for it. Is there any person obtaining identical rss dilemma? Anyone who knows kindly respond. Thnkx

  5. Undeniably believe that which you stated. Your favorite justification appeared to be on the internet the easiest thing to be aware of. I say to you, I certainly get irked while people consider worries that they just do not know about. You managed to hit the nail upon the top and also defined out the whole thing without having side-effects , people could take a signal. Will probably be back to get more. Thanks .Chlebek Dukana

  6. After study several of the blogs on the website now, and i genuinely much like your strategy for blogging. I bookmarked it to my bookmark site list and will also be checking back soon. Pls take a look at my website too and make me aware what you consider.

  7. Thank you for your time to have put these things together on this blog. John and I very much appreciated your insight through the articles about certain things. I realize that you have a number of demands in your timetable hence the fact that you actually took equally as much time like you did to guide people like us via this article is even highly treasured.

  8. This is indeed my blue ribbon things sound here, indeed appropriate looking weblog. I discovered a karma of fascinating obstruct within your blog noticeably it’s discussion. From all the comments on your articles, it appears like this is in all honesty a completely well-liked network site. Store up the telling function. .Thank you respecting another mammoth article. Where else could anyone win that stripe of tidings in such a execute custom of writing? I be undergoing a presenting next week, and I am on the look an eye to such information. Hasta Bakicisi Bebek Bakicisi Yasli Bakicisi Cocuk Bakicisi

  9. There a few interesting points on time on this page but I don’t determine if these center to heart. You can find some validity but I most certainly will take hold opinion until I look into it further. Great article , thanks so we want more! Included with FeedBurner too

  10. I’ve been exploring for a little for any high-quality articles or weblog posts on this kind of area . Exploring in Yahoo I finally stumbled upon this web site. Reading this information So i’m glad to express that I’ve an incredibly good uncanny feeling I discovered just what I needed. I most no doubt will make sure to don’t forget this website and give it a glance regularly.

  11. Thanks for the points you have provided here. Yet another thing I would like to say is that personal computer memory demands generally rise along with other advances in the technologies. For instance, whenever new generations of cpus are introduced to the market, there is usually a corresponding increase in the size calls for of both the computer system memory plus hard drive room. This is because software program operated simply by these processor chips will inevitably boost in power to benefit from the new know-how.

  12. Took me time to read all the comments, but I really enjoyed the article. It proved to be Pretty helpful to me and I am positive to all the commenters here It is always nice when you can not only be informed, but also entertained Im positive you had fun writing this post.

  13. hello!,I love your writing so so much! proportion we be in contact more approximately your post on AOL? I need an expert on this area to unravel my problem. Maybe that’s you! Looking forward to peer you.

  14. This key fact write is get many site visitors. How should you publicize it? Doing it offers a fantastic customized style during strategies. My partner and i possessing a little something truly and / or excessive provide home elevators is the most essential element.

  15. In the case of butter tart specifics, all Canadians know they should decide a aspect in the by no means-ending debate about whether or not raisins needs to be included in the recipe.

  16. Hello there! This is my first visit to your blog! We are a group of volunteers and starting a new project in a community in the same niche. Your blog provided us valuable information to work on. You have done a marvellous job!

  17. Just a question. Do you think you could add a little more in the way of content here? I think youve got some interesting points, but Im just not sold. If you really want to get the crowd behind you, youve got to entertain us, man. Maybe you could add a video or two to drag the message home.

  18. The next time I read a blog, I hope that it doesn’t disappoint me just as much as this particular one. After all, I know it was my choice to read, however I actually thought you would have something helpful to talk about. All I hear is a bunch of whining about something you could possibly fix if you weren’t too busy looking for attention.

  19. A formidable share, I just given this onto a colleague who was doing a bit of analysis on this. And he the truth is bought me breakfast because I discovered it for him.. smile. So let me reword that: Thnx for the treat! But yeah Thnkx for spending the time to debate this, I feel strongly about it and love reading more on this topic. If doable, as you turn into expertise, would you thoughts updating your weblog with more details? It’s extremely helpful for me. Massive thumb up for this weblog submit!

  20. I’m impressed, I must say. Actually rarely must i encounter a blog that’s both educative and entertaining, and let me tell you, you have hit the nail within the head. Your concept is outstanding; the pain is an element that too little consumers are speaking intelligently about. I am delighted that we found this within my search for some thing relating to this.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Stay Connected

More Updates

HOME

My doors are open, night or day, because I’ll be there for you. I’ll carry your struggles like mine. Share the load I’ll ease it

Wedding rings

The vow

With this ring, I thee wed as an outward symbol of my undying devotion. It’s not a mark of ownership; I’d rather own you in